what i would write if i was 14:
i think i might be falling in love with jeffrey brown (clumsy, unlikely, bighead). okay, not really. but i love his work and i love his mentality. he hurts just as much as me and you. i want a boy with feelings. and, he's beautiful. like, really beautiful. if i saw him on the street, i'd be all over that. (okay, not really, i'd just blush, try to make some awkward eye contact and run away.) he's a boy who's smart, really incredibly talented, hot, and tortured... what else could a girl want?
i also like someone else that may or may not like me. he lives within three miles of where i live and he's a cutie. i want to run my fingers through his hair (and that's the first time i've ever wanted to do that to a boy). he's into weird (innocent, truly) things and it makes me crush upon him even more. it's still at pseudo-secret crush phase, so i don't want to say who and chase away all my dreams. i will ask him out on a date when dave leaves for the a.t. (three-point-five more months!).
i am a professional crusher! i'm good at it, too. here's a small list of current crushes:
1. jeffrey brown
2. mr. x who lives within 3 miles (shhh!)
3. ira glass
4. dave fockler (poor dave fockler is last... but it's just because he's familiar)
being that mr. x is the only one who i will actually ever be able to date, i'm zoning in on him and keeping my fingers crossed.
mmMmMMMMmm, boys.
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